Got my mojo back

So maybe last Thursday's session was an out-of-practice funk. Tuesday and tonight's were marginally better. I think Tuesday's session was the best so far because I really, really let loose and enjoyed myself. It could have something to do with the bridging practices I've been implementing. Will talk about the book it's from later.

I even made new acquaintances! Instead of staying put in my shell of awkwardness and self-loathing, I crept out and interacted with the ladies. I still have that messed up envy/longing thing going on but I think it's all just because I haven't seen gorgeous costumes in a long while. I'll get over it soon.

Because my sights aren't set upon merely performing in a group for hafla night. Or even in a restaurant for one night a week. Nuh-uh. I'm thinking big time baby. International stage and all the works. So I am not blonde nor Russian, doesn't matter. I will get there. Somehow.

Just need the right attitude, lots of practice and the right connections.

Anyway, thought I'd review my progress. I'm learning musicality and expression in the classes but my individual movements need a lot of work. For that, I'm planning on drilling with the DVDs once a week. About all I can manage with my schedule and hours. Drilling isn't much fun but I notice they do work well. I'm not so fond of using the term "muscle memory" but there's something to it I suppose.

Well here's to many more excellent lessons. And even when I don't do so well, I hope I'm able to rest my Identity System and just be in the present and enjoy what's here. Will really talk about that book soon. It's life-changing, honest!

TANGO

So, I've revised my opinion of partner dances! Today was my first Tango lesson and it was pretty good. I can't wait for good old drilling in the days to come so I can get better at it. Right now, we're not at the fun stage yet as we need to build on the fundamentals. But soooon. I think part of the enjoyment is the result of getting a more experienced partner too! Who even gave me some pointers so that was very helpful especially with my tendency to sweep my leg back, bend the supporting leg and not leave the feet at a V shape. It's a habit I picked up from Flamenco.

Speaking of which, I hope I can clear my schedule so I can pick up Flamenco again. I really miss it. This is exactly what I was feeling during the years when I stopped going for sharqi classes. Oh yeah which I definitely need to go back to once my teacher returns to Singapore.

Oh dear, how to fit all them in?? Monday could be Flamenco, Tuesday Thursday for sharqi, Friday for Tango!

I hope I have the money for them all :S